Old Habits Hit Like A Truck

Picture it you are walking through a store contemplating what to get, as you walk among the vast choices, you come to a realization; it's all bad for you. Everything my eye turned to was no good. I literally walked around the store with a jar or pasta sauce for what felt like an hour. Everywhere I turned I saw something that looked delicious but was going to be bad for me. I had what amounts to a mini panic attack and went back into old food habits. Instead of making smart choice I let myself fall victim to the stuff I have tried hard to avoid. What did I get? Well I am sad to say I got little party pizza's and some soda. Yes my little streak of being soda free is over, boy that didn't last long for me to cave. I felt gross drinking it, I really did. I felt bloated and unpleasant. Makes you wonder why I would even drink the stuff, the old habits die hard and this one came roaring back. I wish I would have just walked out of the store instead of buying food that is poison for my goals. I did not though instead I took a step backward in the form of a little cheesy pizza with a soda as disgusting dressing. The only thing about this that I can be happy about is the fact I only bought a 20oz one and not a fridge pack or 2 liter. So the bad decision stays a harsh reminder how easily I can succumb to the temptation, instead of a fleeting bad choice that sits in my fridge mocking me. I am not happy with this turn of events after I was doing better. I hope that I can steer this ship back on course and avoid the metaphorical iceberg that will sink the SS Josh. All ahead full!